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Wednesday, September 28, 2011

me is using the ruler cut my hand! ^^

u know? when Ha Wai Tung was asking meu cut ur hand is mean u is happy or sad?
me clearly remember i say yes, i;m happy when i cutting..but i told myself,actually is very sad. 因为我不想让我的朋友知道我不开心,所以说了善意的谎言、:')
而且,但我看到那封信是我的心情突然的不开心和难过、还想哭、但我很坚强的!:')没哭,忍了。赫赫,我常说我没关系:')...离开我没关系,不睬我也没关系,什么都没关系、:')
笑一笑吧,不要在酱紫了,不然连心灵鸡汤都帮不到我了~:')

Friday, September 23, 2011

To my best friend Peik yu..

i know u crying many times alrdy....
me and kim dun hav angry u...but u dun believe we...
and scare to talk to u...and u also dun wan talk to we... :'(
 of coz we sure don wan u zhuan xiao la...but is realy zhuan xiao ye mei yong bang fa bu rang ni zhuan ma....
but mesti selalu contract we...
and...don't leave SFB family la....that is our memories know?
last friday, kim say she can't go ur house is gt reason gea...not she angry u so she dun wa go ur house...
if wanna cry we together cry, wanna smile together smile..coz we are forever best friend...:')

update. 0923.

today i wake up morning to tuition...
当我开眼睛时,那一刻我就知道了、一定会酱紫
我的眼睛哭到肿了。我一直劝我自己不要再哭了,会肿得。
但我的泪不听、
我在补习的时候、但我在听我的MP5的时候,我又想要哭了、我坚强、我忍耐、
我的眼眶都是泪水了,我努力的不让它流下来、终于没有了。
You knoe that reason y i don't hav cry ?
CoZ.....I Hate Myself When I Start Crying In Front Of My Friend :/
Don't Them Worried Me...



During the tuition, me suddenly take up the ruler and hardly cut my hand...>.<''...but a bit redness only...hehe...don't worried about me...:')








Sry to my dear friend Ivy :(
Coz i making u worried me...
当时我真的很辛苦,

快崩溃了!
我不是故意要你担心我的. :'(

我真的失去信心了,朋友的关心。
如果没有你的推动,我想我现在早就想不开了、 :')

以前的我,不管在多苦,我都不会讲的、总是藏起来。 只有能诉说给你听罢了、
但今次我坚强不起了、我很累、
Always Smiling Fake. Me is start tired friend u knoe?

:'(
But i won't wanna you be worried.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

我真没用,不能把朋友留下
我真没用,只会哭
我真没用,帮不了我朋友
我真没用。。。。
我真得很没用!

y all my friend also wanna leave me ? :'(

I don;t knoe y all my friend also wanna leave my alone.......my so closet friend cho ivy also wanna leave me ...:'(
then my best friend peik yu also wanna leave me alone...why?.......my tears are droping....:'(...

你故意弄我们生气是不想我们舍不得你。但当我们知道后时更伤心的。。。。更舍不得、我不明白。我不了解、
你让我伤心了、


My tears are droping .......hav wat method can let me more happy? :'( Die? or cut my hand hardly? or everyday is crying? or continue my fake smile? :'(   Do you knoe my smilling is fake?
Since i knoe the reason ...my smile is fake....all is fake... :'(


Saturday, September 17, 2011

连我自己都控制不了我的眼泪、
也停止不了它、
让它慢慢的流下、
我自己都无助了、
爱胡思乱想的我
无原因的大哭了、
我真的很累。

William Shakespeare Quotes. 2

“Hell is empty and all the devils are here.”

“These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triump die, like fire and powder
Which, as they kiss, consume”

“When he shall die,
Take him and cut him out in little stars,
And he will make the face of heaven so fine
That all the world will be in love with night
And pay no worship to the garish sun.”

“Words are easy, like the wind; Faithful friends are hard to find.”

“Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove.
O no, it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wand'ring barque,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.”

“Did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight! For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night.”

“Dispute not with her: she is lunatic.”

“To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover'd country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.--Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember'd!”

“When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.”

“They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love.”

“To die, to sleep -
To sleep, perchance to dream - ay, there's the rub,
For in this sleep of death what dreams may come...

“If you love and get hurt, love more.
If you love more and hurt more, love even more.
If you love even more and get hurt even more, love some more until it hurts no more...”

“Presume not that I am the thing I was.”

“Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt.”

“Good night, good night! parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say good night till it be morrow.”

There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.”

To weep is to make less the depth of grief.

By the pricking of my thumbs, Something wicked this way comes

Brevity is the soul of wit

“The object of Art is to give life a shape.”

Shakespeare Quotes. 1

You Knoe I So Agree And Love shakespeare Quotes.
“My tongue will tell the anger of my heart, or else my heart concealing it will break.”

“The fool doth think he is wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool.”

“Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.”

“Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.”

“Be not afraid of greatness. Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and others have greatness thrust upon them.”

“A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow.”

“This above all: to thine own self be true,
And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man.”

“It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.”

“If music be the food of love, play on,
Give me excess of it; that surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die.”

“Time is very slow for those who wait
Very fast for those who are scared
very long for those who lament
Very short for those who celebrate
But for those who love time is eternal”

“All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages.”

“I would challenge you to a battle of wits, but I see you are unarmed!”

“You speak an infinite deal of nothing.”

“We know what we are, but not what we may be.”

“Cowards die many times before their deaths;
The valiant never taste of death but once.
Of all the wonders that I yet have heard,
It seems to me most strange that men should fear;
Seeing that death, a necessary end,
Will come when it will come.”

“My tongue will tell the anger of my heart, or else my heart concealing it will break.”

“My only love sprung from my only hate!
Too early seen unknown, and known too late!
Prodigious birth of love it is to me,
That I must love a loathed enemy.”

“O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father refuse thy name, thou art thyself thou not a montegue, what is montegue? tis nor hand nor foot nor any other part belonging to a man
What is in a name?
That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet,
So Romeo would were he not Romeo called retain such dear perfection to which he owes without that title,
Romeo, Doth thy name!
And for that name which is no part of thee, take all thyself.”

“My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite.”

“The earth has music for those who listen.”

“Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt I love.”

“To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.”

“Lord, what fools these mortals be!”

“There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.”

“thus with a kiss I die”


Friday, September 16, 2011


为什么每次跟我谈天都是无事不登三宝殿的!难道你没有别得可以跟我聊吗?我真的很伤心、
其实我有少少吃醋的咯、
或许你不是这个意思吧、
我相信你因为你是我朋友。=)
希望你不是骗我吧~
难道你没有别的跟我聊吗?
 你根本就是当我是普通的朋友.........
......
你知道吗?我根本就不想当你的普通朋友......我不想当你的普通朋友!:'(

Thursday, September 15, 2011

外公呀外公你要好好照顾自己呀、不要不听话、生病就要看医生、知道吗?
我很担心你呀,自从上次听到你晕倒中风进院我就担心了、我真的会哭哒。你最疼我得啦、如果连你也什么了我很掺的.... : ' (....
所以要多多照顾自己。
今次你又晕倒了,眼睛蒙蒙、医生上次说你的腰子不好,叫你去洗肾...你不去、我知道西甚是很辛苦的......
我真得不能没有外公你呀~知道吗?多多照顾自己... =')

0916~ a nice day~ :D

today morning me so early jau wake up jor lo...^^
cuz want to go to IPOH PADANG for matching performes~ =)
but so damn tired de lo~ x))) 
skip skip skip


wanted back home jor...then me borrow junior lei jia yi ea phone call mummy~
on the way waiting my mum ...i saw kimberly giv people go to take photo...i laugh her...x)).....
结果,=.=|||......myslef also 被人家叫去拍照~ - . -''.....算是活该罢咯~....>.<
really scared 4 me lo....><

0915.

今天我做了一个小时的SH...>.<
不过也很开心啦~ :)
but hor...my class gea papan keyataan can't ambil hadiah~..:(....nvm la...=)

姓林的八婆!
你不要以为你自己很美、
你不要以为自己很多人追、
不要以为自己很受欢迎、
不要以为自己很多人扣、
不要以为自己有靠山、大姐大、就很料不起!
我告诉你!
你其实是又丑、又串、又发巧、又矮、又讨人厌的家伙、整天到晚在那边搭讪人家!你以为你自己是新鲜肉白皮丫!回去睡觉啦!
你有资格骂人贱精咩?
你自己都是贱精、巧精!
我们怕你呀!-。-才怪啦!
有种就搞去见kaunselling lo!
那时候你不要哭!
cheap精!

Saturday, September 10, 2011

让我一个人清净一下、
你越对我好,我就越是心痛、

对于你的事情,我不想说了、
对不起是我的错吧。




我呀我呀,唉、我去他就不去,他去我就没来。='(
我看他早已当我只是普通朋友、好心痛呀、好想哭呀、
我感觉到他已经有喜欢的对象了。我该怎么做?
又听悲伤的歌?还是割手?还是扮得若无其事?还是不说话?还是在家里炸歌?还是做蠢事?
我看我也不知道自己要怎样。
从我看到他那是,就不应该做朋友。='(
是我不好,我的错,

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Friday, September 2, 2011

0902.

经过几天Kimberly你总算想清楚了、我真得很开心、万事都有措施的时机,开你要不要泥补罢了..
我也知道心病终需心药医, 解铃还需系铃人。=)
可是我们是不忍心看着你掉井谷地的、
我在面子书里,说了很多以前没有说过的话、我想起度角的我自己真得很厉害、:')
If got we at here , we would see you one people sitting at there cry gea. Also would let you one people felt lonely......coz we 4ever is ur friend~ =')
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Suet Ling say one sentence make me feel she say is true ......
Maybe Even He Never Notice Me......
yup,she say it rite he reali never notice me.....and 4ever......he just think i'm his friend onli......he even knoe.......
He site already gt many girl already....he will feel me love him?
 I think tis thing in 100% onli out of 5%......
reali less rite......
I alway waiting he knew my heart think wat....but he really stupid...until now...
also no reason.
I alway like to smile to my friend ...coz i dun wan them see my crying face......
Actually,me really need to cry loud and shout loud but no place giv me loud cry and shout....

Thursday, September 1, 2011

写给我要好的朋友——Kimberly....='(

kimberly,你不要在折磨自己了好吗?   我不想失去一个很好的朋友。。。。
你知道吗?你将做会搞出人命的。。。我不想你有事、
你也不觉得我会为了你哭了,对吧?  对不起,我真地为了你哭了,你想要我伤心吗?
你有想过我们会担心你的吗?你不是没有人关心的,你还有我们!我们都很担心你的!你知道吗? 振作点!
就当我们这些朋友,求你好了,不要再乱吃药了,也不要再乱做傻事了。。。好吗?!我看到你将自我的心都酸了、心疼了,
就算你不想你爸妈也想想我们吧!
我不想我的朋友明天在报子上看到你!
你知道吗?!听懂吗?!
我绝对不允许你做傻事!是绝对,对是绝对,听清楚吗?!